Reflection and important one.

Needless to say, the last couple of months has been difficult. My challenge had been finding work, to earn, to engage in something productive but I have been failed to do any of those. I’m at ground zero now.

Not doing anything sparked a kind of a small reflection. Reflection into where I am currently. In terms of finance, work, relationship and so on.

Non of those aspects of my life is thriving now. I realised I am completely dependent on people. For work or anything else. I don’t have something that is of my own. I realised that is because of my fear of failing in something.

Recently I saw something interesting. A guy was talking about the life. He say “If you are scared that good. Try to suck at everything. Suck at things to a point that people say that you suck. Once you accomplish that you have only one way to go. That’s going up’.

I complete understand that it’s not to be taken literally. But the idea is quite interesting. The idea pushes you to do things. You’ll understand what you are good at and what you are not. And if you are scared of sucking at something you would never try.

Understanding comes from doing. You grow with experience. Your mind goes “ahhh! I’m so good this and I suck at this”

Inviting other people who don’t suck and are able to give you more feed back and insight will help you grow to the next level.

I have given this example before. Its like a games. Imagine you are at level zero and you play the game. Learn from others. And go harder.

I have been thinking so hard to write something for my post from past few days. I think this reflection is a good thing to go on to my memory slate.